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沒法說，所以都寫在這裡。
這是第一則。


Every day I come by your house and I pick you up. And we go out. We have a few drinks, and a few laughs, and it's great. But you know what the best part of my day is? For about ten seconds, from when I pull up to the curb and when I get to your door, 'cause I think, maybe I'll get up there and I'll knock on the door and you won't be there. No goodbye. No see you later. No nothing. You just left. I don't know much, but I know that.  --- Good Will Hunting, 1997

每一天我到你家接你，然後我們出去。我們喝酒說笑，這感覺很好。但你知道我一天最好的時光是什麼？大概十秒鐘，從我將車子停在路肩，直到我走近你的家門，因為我想，或許當我趨前敲門，你不會在那裡。沒有再會。沒有明天見。什麼都沒有。你就這麼走了。我知道的不多，但我很清楚。